Decide

I cry inside sometimes outside

I try to keep the tears from falling out my eyes

No one is supposed to live this way

Unsure about going, do I really want to stay

I pray the creator hears my cry

please help me realize and comprehend

all the blessings and messages you send me

from time to time 

My sight gets blurry then by faith is how I get by

all that I have all that I know you taught me 

any hour of the day in bits and pieces

you reveal to me the truths of the earth

which is so, as it has always been

and shall be in the end 

forever I will walk with thee until 

I fulfill my destiny respectfully

As your child I walk the narrow side

knowing that the pain I feel will soon subside

You are and forever will be the only

source by which I'll live until its my time

I have so much more to accomplish here

yet I'm behind in time 

Father of all the only help I know, help me to do your will

it is written the purpose for each man unfolds

within naturally like the flow of the wind

Caught up in the world wind of life

only causes you strife did you know

a breakdown could ruin your mind

so much value put on things that mean nothing when you die