On This Day..
I have never spoke on this before because it hurt me very deeply but since I have been intentionally healing I feel I can share this experience.. On this day eleven years ago December 18th 2010 I drove from NY to Chicago solo dolo (to be with Red because I thought he was the love of my life even though he was only my companion) because he asked me to come back and I wanted to be next to him. I drove straight into a blizzard, then my legs went out on me, the scariest feeling ever, I threw on the hazards and tried to get to the side lane immediately. I couldnt move my legs, I was in such a panic anyway I hysterically called cuz and she came to rescue me luckily she lived in Indiana at the time, Thanks again cuz❤. I finally was able to see Red after making it to Chicago, but after my cuz came to meet me I couldnt leave her I had to go stay with her, he had a slight attitude about it but I was gonna come back the next day to spend time. We did spend time and when we kissed I sa