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Double four four aiming at your dome Say something more and its about to be on I have lived, Father forgive  my heart dulled my senses and blurred my sight Passion and pain, I waited in vain addicted to love but nothing make me feel better than bullet holes in your sweater better yet a shot in your retina you was knee deep in, caught you creeping Laying six feet deep in never to be seeing those you was breeding..

Don't you sit down and frown Its time to get up now get up, stand up for your rights Better now than later later may not be greater you are not promised another day If you know like I know stop laying back and ignoring the life that's in store, you can start today Its all up to you to decide which path you choose in this life Will you win? Will you lose? its up to you Its not a competition, truly not a game  Survival from the matrix but not without pain

Unlike me to be so afraid  I find myself fearful of losing again not knowing what to expect has me on edge.. I need some understanding don't really know how to be better than I used to be Was feeling like a failure, no motivation or drive to make moves or create tunes My mind couldn't focus on anything  but heartache and pain to begin with its very difficult to live like this Having a mate doesn't always make it better in fact it hurts more sinking deeper into depression Without my thoughts being sorted, its needed in order to gain profits Missing, before I go insane, I cant stay in the same place the one I desire is always away looking for new games to play but its me causing misery,  when I just want my best friend back like it was naturally its too painful to think someone else will win the heart I love

I tried enough for a lifetime to find a love that's right to hold me tight in the midst of the night  Never would I be afraid or catch fright when he love me I feel it deep inside The knight dipped in ice to bring light to my life I need a love that's pure, secure, one that lasts long stay strong, when things go down we get up and move on.. Its the materialistic things that don't mean a thing  give me something I could feel something that's real Material things don't mean a thing to me I've had plenty, spoiled badly throughout my life and actually its the little things you do the little things you say that make me want to stay forever and a day you cant buy my love with money you'll never have enough to keep me happy All I need to see is what you feel for me all I need to hear is you telling me once or twice for my sanity security Material things don't mean a thing Give me your loving baby you'll see what I

You've been in my life for a very long time and just like before I wish you were all mine I've waited for a long time to say to you.. I want your mind, I want your soul I want your body but I need your love All of your love, your love is all I can think of I need your love, I want your love Since the first time we met you stayed on my mind I'm still waiting day and night.. for you to say you want me too baby I cant breathe without pure love from you you've become my high Lord knows I need you in my life Maybe one day you'll make me your wife Even though its hard sometimes you still have to make up your mind and decide..

You try to blur what I see and delude reality 3 gees for rims $500 for the car, Cadi truck but you under moms lock and key You fronting saying nothing cuz the car belong to your cousin Wearing silver profiling like its platinum, shining you got it going on your Roley gold and chrome, blinding No money to buy nothing walk in the store anyway stunting You in the pen lying about what you got and where you been Chicks flossing getting slick but they kids looking sick Your daughter grown the big 16 opening her legs but you say she innocent Still think you the sh!t sucking on a glass dick your son pay your rent, while you sit at home and take hits Ball headed as hell and you pack too much gel Fat 8itch wearing size 6 bloated and killing everybody with the smell Live in the projects got gear from everybody in the complex Locked arguing over this and that arguing over state snacks playing it cool with no hang, hair stuck weave to your butt and your real ha