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Don't judge me you don't know what I been thru.. You don't know me I don't know you so how can you judge me based on someone elses point of view. You don't know the who what when where how or why you don't know what puts a smile on my face or what makes me cry.  You don't know if I'm on the edge grabbing for anything to get by your mind ain't mine and you should take a look inside how many times I have to say this in how many ways can I explain it you mad at the truth which is you don't like you or anything you do its obvious you can't hide your actions prove you make haters moves.. I spare feelings because my focus is higher I'm not perfect I'm not in denial I slice and dice with this tongue of mine words have power far be it from me to deny I just choose to keep it kool Follow on TwiTTeR @mahagony Poetry http:// mahagonypoetry.blogspot.com   #read #words #literary #poetry #writer #reading #po

Look at all this beauty that surrounds us Even the sky light, everything the sun highlights Like the moon at night All the stars in the sky in sight Aligned in the twilight View with eyes, safe in time Revealed by the Most High

I realized I gave up a while back like 7 years ago.. I had enough and gave up.. People came asking me to post and share and I accepted because of my love for music but I wasn't into it I was going through the motions trying not to slip off the edge again or in other words completely lose it. I went from being completely focused on getting my goals accomplished to not giving a damn about nothing until the moment I felt I needed to share my love.. Anyone that knows me knows I have a soft spot for children maybe because I don't have any biologically whatever the reason..  I'm on a journey have been since my 1st break down when I was completely incapacitated it was a very challenging time in my life cuz it was a all of a sudden type of thing and my brain hasn't been the same ever since.. Fast forward I was so focused on everyone else I didn't realize I was losing myself at the same time to the point of not caring about my appearance hygiene or anything else I

As it always was, so shall it forever be plotting on him, my third eye see  she plotting on me, wicked like Eve trapped in this society feeling crazy shall I pray to save my soul believing God will save me Lord in my distress I pray to you and you hear me deliver my soul from lying lips  and tongues of deceit, all I ask is for peace I feel evil energy in my vicinity as I pray for those against me Lord have mercy on they souls and the ones they breed Bless the righteous so they  continue to love unconditionally Mask my eyes consider me blind  to the world outside  living through my spirituality I visualize my enemies in a dream, in the flesh,  behind my back, look how they praising me under attack the devil stay busy lost they soul in iniquity friends and enemies they all the same to me As long as I pray and believe and fulfill my duty untouchable is I and I with the eye is me I will fear no evil I fear the one man cannot see

When I look in the mirror I see a face full of pain I see the readiness to gain yet weary from the strain How could one endure such without asking for assistance that would be unreal  something like a mystery mentally, emotionally, physically fatigued from the everyday drama stress and situations is enough for anyone to lose their sanity not to mention the workplace enough to drive you insane with the modern day slavery mentality they robbing us blind just to have control of some kind

Passing the time sometimes isn't easy  I hear them talking as if they right next to me talking to me Why do we as people act so foolishly quick to display acts of hate Is it because I'm black wait a minute they the same race wishing they wasn't then it would make some type of sense Then I could label them  smacked with the stick of ignorance All it takes is a glance I see it everywhere I go not used to the presence so they cant handle the glow I'm proud to be me  not bound by the limitations of negativity Unfortunately the same cant be said about everybody So I long for the day when I can display everything I've been blessed with minus the bad parts caused by loved ones who broke my heart results of a jealous spark or envy playing its part.