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Tired of all this negativity, Mahagony or Nine Millie Trying to maintain my focus In this jungle life society it seems hopeless Everybody wonder why we can’t stay smokeless You must want the whole town to burn down Cuz we toting I be Mahagony but you can call me Nine Millie Born in Brooklyn raised in Queens I got a short temper and my face stay mean with a gangster lean straight checking for cheese No friends, Enemies I mean Don’t get me fed cuz you gon feel the heat Got something to say, why not just step to me While you slither round town jus a suesue pon me We both bleed you don’t see we all got steel If you really want to pop it don’t be afraid to cock it Real ninjas come on your block and won’t stop buss shots till everything drop Still don’t believe these streets is real I got some hollow points that will make you feel Don’t talk sh*t if you don’t have no backative I’m tired of this, wanna be rebel dat Gangsta dis, roll with the jungl

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Love is.. Love is a wink Love is a smile Love is a touch That feeling you wish would last for a while Love is a kiss Love is a hug Love is kind and not puffed up Love is subtle Love is unconditional Love is patient Love defeats all True love never dies Love grows stronger with time In the face of adversity Love always shine Love reaches and teaches Love is the reason for the rhyme Love also shares and cares Love comforts you in moments of despair Love is real Love is the truth you can feel Love is bitter sweet Love is giving Love is unique Love is forgiving Love is healing Love is what we need Love is love in deed

Mama said this is the time to get on the right road my child Don’t you just sit there and cry Get down on your knees and close your eyes Clasp your hands and pray to the Lord Forgive your sins and have mercy on your soul Bless you with the vision to see tomorrow Cleanse your mind that your thoughts might be pure Preserve your body for the days of old Honor your parents that your days may be long We are living in some critical times False education destruction of the mind Read Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth and learn about life For these are the signs of the times You can not serve 2 God’s at the same time Close friends and enemies Which carry the most envy and jealousy Heart soul and mind,  hippocrates and parasites Which one wouldn’t try to take a bite

Open up your minds eye reach for the sky Keep rising, elevating in life and self You in control of your wealth Health takes practice of discipline itself Love yourself don’t deceive yourself Disastrous repercussions will be felt If you neglect the truth I’m living proof Beaten and broken Tormented yet hoping for an opening To be free and focused Consciously loaded, righteously molded Stay grounded

I don’t want to make your family cry Should of known I told you before it’s a thin thin line You know it’s suicide more like a prophesized homicide When I ride get down like Bonnie, Nina, Charlie and  Malory combined it do or die don’t value life What 1st thought bust twice get it right I stay to the side brim cover my eye Bad talk me again and I’m a put you on ice Aint nothing nice learned the tricks about three years after nine Got friends way out deep on the other side If I send them for you, you won’t make it past tonight No sleep paranoid crying till you start to lose your mind You’ll wish to die don’t fool with I am not the one to play with I’ll do you like my best kept secret with no regret You can get wet with the quickness Handle your business and step with that negative mess you tryna stress, getting caught up in the mix duck down before you catch holes in your chest There is no witness violence with silence and no regrets Smooches

Where am I coming from, where am I going Words just flow out without me even knowing Any direction maybe a blessing to give the words of life a piece of my mind I will always have this talent till the end of time Natural mystic just a laid back vibe Allows the mind to unwind with stimuli Energy surrounding constantly Arousing the emotional aspect of self.. Me Good for the soul great for overall health Times taken for granted you may pass on happy moments

Why you wanna hide what you feel inside Don’t be afraid to shine it’s not a waste of time You got to free your mind bottling it up is suicide Release the essence of self bring forth the reign of wealth and you’ll be alright We all got struggles to face as long as we don’t lose faith When we fall we rise again by any means necessary Stay focused and you will achieve Gifts of your works the presence of destiny Never give up  No don’t stop You’re priceless, don’t settle for less *Many will try to hold you back to keep you down is their main attack

Mahagony nah Nine Millie getting illy on the M.I.C Step to me, what the deal, come with it I ain’t nothing but a hustler, straight struggler Long time smuggler, the green keep me calmer when I’m surrounded by drama In a minute I’mma spit fire and get higher Like I give a fvck I’m just a mere survivor You don’t impress me, not trying to impress you This is not a competition hun, wish you would get a clue You don’t know what I been through, suffered and persued I got nothing to lose, don’t make me choose Catch me in the right mood, I’m human I lose my cool It’s on you, what you want to do How you feel when everybody suesue pon you Don’t it make you feel like you fufu I say bust if you ready… True