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Wondering

Sometimes we wonder why we were even born to live a life of disappointments and strife just doesnt seem right tried to take my own life 3 times as a teen and even then it didnt work Some things seemed like they wasnt meant to be Ive grown so much over the years Im ahead of my time helped raise children that weren't mine Thoughts of me having my own pass through my mind from time to time My impatience put me in a place where conceiving would be a crime I know its a blessing but it could be a curse Planting a seed unable to invest in their worth Perpetuating a cycle that needs to be broken I was never the one to renig on words Ive spoken Life can throw you some blows That will blow your mind have you wondering why you were born after while you become torn On the right journey but feeling so worn Perplexed situations lead to complicated manifestations Simple yet complex in revelation once you fully understan...

I Need

I needed a ring like I needed a friend Who would neither twist turn or bend Like the mind which is well refined So am I neither deaf dumb or blind But all the time ...the time They were trying to fool me acting like they were trying...tryna school me Like a piece of metal they were trying to use me Do you overstand what I am saying I knew that I had to do some soul searching and praying and one doesnt have to always kneel in order to be healed this too is real I asked Mother Nature for some of her gifts and she placed it right here on my lips She gave me the knowledge the power and the know how  to use this pen to litigate, write songs and poems Dont you know?, ask Maya Angelou you could water fields and watch seeds bloom Lighten up darkness and make things grow One can make it rain, hail, sleet or snow Where there was just a wall you can open a door Im not filthy rich, but Im proud to be poor So far down, looking up all I see is the floor But its just this, ...

Inside Fibromyalgia

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Fibromyalgia is a Chronic invisible illness that affects your entire body, from head to toe. Some people are able to work some work according to the availability of the body, it varies as we all have a different experience. It is a daily struggle, fight, battle just attempting to approach life with some form of motivation. The inability to concentrate or focus on anything for any length of time is usually present on a daily basis. The tight vice gripping or sharp pain that won't let go sometimes gets the best of you and if you got anything done dealing with that then you did good. Unfortunately the rest of the world cannot see what you feel so its almost like it doesn't exist to them and you're making excuses. There are some good days but the pain never leaves it just becomes bearable.  We are Warriors you probably just haven't noticed yet.  #FibromyalgiaAwareness #fibromyalgia #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #pain #fibrocolors #painwarriors #illness #Neural...

ReView

I took some losses A part of what being a boss is Main miss to mistress Mistress to main miss Top shelf to shit list I tried it all I did it Lived a lifetime and still is Unstoppable unbreakable I shut myself down When madness is more likely than probable Living in a world so cold yet Im thankful For the good the bad the in between bull At the end of the day Im still a jewel Wetter than the community swimming pool Better than many my mama aint raise no fool Learned my lessons I call them my tools Yea I was broken down but by the rising of the sun With which I became one Im reloaded like a letha l  weapon🔫🔫

MAH POETRY ROOM & INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES: 97 Revealed

MAH POETRY ROOM & INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES: 97 Revealed : All the trauma I've experienced makes me feel like giving up on romance I ask myself where have you been never understanding how to be...

MAH POETRY ROOM & INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES: Falling

MAH POETRY ROOM & INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES: Falling :  In everything there is a lesson and everyday is a blessing We alive on a mission children of natures bosom in the streets we gained wisdom ...