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Sometimes people are not just plain ole lazy some people are relied upon so much that they don't have the energy to do anything worthwhile for themselves..  Some people are simply exhausted mentally, physically, and emotionally it takes a toll on your drive and motivation after dealing with the lack of support or dysfunctional relationships between family members and friends plus those you cross paths with along the way.  People have a lot of nerve judging what they have yet to experience or even heard of, or know anything about wearing those uncomfortable shoes with a smile, if you know what I mean. How can you say how you would or wouldn't be, what you would or wouldn't do, etc. if you didn't/don't have to make that choice?  Be kind, you never know what a person is dealing with. Take a note from the old school..  If you don't have anything good to say don't say anything at all. If you cant help the situation don't pry too much....

The word says LOVE will cover a multitude of sins. WE KNOW THAT OUR CREATOR IS NOT A FATHER THAT CAN LIE‼️❤️‼️SO WITH MY LOVE I COVER YOU‼️❤️‼️Let it cover you like the finest Cashmere.....yet repel the water from the harshest storms and be your shelter in the rain....give you favor beyond measure.... PROTECT YOUR HEART FROM PAIN.....kiss your heart where and when it hurts...draw abundance exceedingly and above......guide your feet to the righteous path.....let the words that come from your mouth be love filled.....let your hands create gifts that can only come from YAH....THAT YOU MAY RISE AND BE FILLED and COVER SOMEONE with the greatness of your LOVE..... I FILL YOU TO FEEL YOU🔥‼️❤️‼️🔥I LOVE YOU BEYOND MEASURE... BE A GREAT VESSEL TO THE MOST HIGH🙏💛🙏

So thankful to have made it this far on my journey, it wasnt easy, but with God all things are possible.  Many lessons I learned, many times I got burned for being nice. Nice in its origin means stupid Im not nice anymore. 😁 I am becoming who I was born to be, with every attack of the enemy, I stand stronger in my faith of the unseen protecting me, guiding me to a better place holistically. Focusing on the things that matter to me, gives me a sense of endless possibilities on the horizon, granting me the opportunity to potentially live life with full meaning finally. A work in progress, my constant theme, as I recall the fractures, and shatters of my mind, heart, and soul it seemed back then I would never be whole. Here I am today excited and optimistic about the future, no matter what is going on in the world, I know who I am, I know what I want, I know my worth and I will never settle for less than I deserve ever again. Most of all God loves me, this I am sure of, so...

He stole my heart and ran off with it.  I tried to shake him off but I cant forget He put something on my mind Showed me something I thought I would never find Im not saying I wasnt afraid, it was new and strange I had a whole life of heartache and pain,  trusting something new wasnt part of the plan without being proved He failed to earn my trust because he was playing games entangled in lust How can I ignore myself and give what isnt being given  your words should line up with your actions like lyrics on a track if you cant do that I have to turn my back, you leave me no choice I love me first because words are just words until proven by actions which speak way louder than words... Liar Im so in my feelings He broke my heart with lies time after time I say Im fine but I hurt inside trying to remain strong because I did nothing wrong He owes me at the very least an apology, and he knows it. We are the same yet very different. I complain to God about him and his friends s...

For most of 2021 I was into healing myself from past traumas, adverse experiences, relationships, etc. Towards the end of the year I began intentionally healing, knowing the root cause makes a difference. I gained a new perspective on life which is prompting me to make changes in every area of my life. I now understand and have boundaries in place to protect me from being used or taken advantage of, due to this huge heart I have. Self care has been wonderful as it was never a part of my life I only did for others, I was raised to serve, I guess growing up in a old school caribbean home made me that way and became a part of who I was, that was a set up. I am so thankful to finally got to this point holistically. I am a spiritual woman who cannot do what others do and cannot be around everyone. I tried.. It doesnt work out for me and its not worth it so I went back to God. No longer running and hiding from my purpose..lol so silly to think you can run and hide from God but I ...

I have never spoke on this before because it hurt me very deeply but since I have been intentionally healing I feel I can share this experience.. On this day eleven years ago December 18th 2010 I drove from NY to Chicago solo dolo (to be with Red because I thought he was the love of my life even though he was only my companion) because he asked me to come back and I wanted to be next to him. I drove straight into a blizzard, then my legs went out on me, the scariest feeling ever, I threw on the hazards and tried to get to the side lane immediately. I couldnt move my legs, I was in such a panic anyway I hysterically called cuz and she came to rescue me luckily she lived in Indiana at the time, Thanks again cuz❤. I finally was able to see Red after making it to Chicago, but after my cuz came to meet me I couldnt leave her I had to go stay with her, he had a slight attitude about it but I was gonna come back the next day to spend time. We did spend time and when we kissed I sa...

  I want to take you away so far away from the hurts and pains of yesterday I see your pain feel your energy This world is insane Take this walk with me Like a leap of faith Walking into destiny Given a chance to breathe deeply and exhale We can maintain In peace and love Completely unified within and without You leave an opening My heart was slowly closing You need all the attention My feelings started fading Catch me before its too late I'm walking out the door Closing the gate You're not my destiny In faith I believe  I'm walking away 10/15/2018