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The Journey
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Holistically speaking I was shattered in pieces Took the time to put each piece of me in place with reinforcements sealing the whole in, to create from each part that was reshaped Recognizing all distractions are part of the game to stay focused on task is really the main mind frame to obtain I can explain those things not yet spoken upon for it was placed in me the understanding of many mysteries Im unfolding in sections be patient in grasping these lessons... The Journey
My Star
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Ooh you remind me of a love I never had Ooh honestly they already mad talking about you bad in a argument me and dem gon have.. Your voice does something to me don't think we ever met yet you I feel deeply Like we was winning in a past life, or in a past life I was your wife Im what you been needed but I had to heal to be in position for the meaning of our souls being connected..
Hangover
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Here I am Take me for what I'm worth Don't ever disrespect me or Ill become your curse Love is love when things go right Love, it hurts when that snake take a bite Even though you do what you want to you can still remain true Forever consumed with the light Forever, Ill be by your side Tightly bonded by what surrounds us Since day one you showed me love in ways of which I've never seen You are an angel of love I thank the creator for sending you to me
Chosen
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My heart overflows with pain each and everyday I pray to THE MOST HIGHEST BEING still found within me are the memories that repeat daily Involuntary insanity it brings me to a point of no speech for the words to come would be deadly combined with the energy of angry entities I refuse to leak yet I get weak, suffering attacks to the body every night I sleep Awoken around three the hour of spiritually defeating the ones against me, call them enemies. As a toddler, all through my teens, twenties and thirties with no cease they hunt to devour the chosen bodies for healing many working in the name of ELOHIM *This is not a song its a poem inspired by HIM
Love Fatal
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Double four four aiming at your dome Say something more and its about to be on I have lived, Father forgive my heart dulled my senses and blurred my sight Passion and pain, I waited in vain addicted to love but nothing make me feel better than bullet holes in your sweater better yet a shot in your retina you was knee deep in, caught you creeping Laying six feet deep in never to be seeing those you was breeding..
Grind
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Don't you sit down and frown Its time to get up now get up, stand up for your rights Better now than later later may not be greater you are not promised another day If you know like I know stop laying back and ignoring the life that's in store, you can start today Its all up to you to decide which path you choose in this life Will you win? Will you lose? its up to you Its not a competition, truly not a game Survival from the matrix but not without pain
Thinking
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Unlike me to be so afraid I find myself fearful of losing again not knowing what to expect has me on edge.. I need some understanding don't really know how to be better than I used to be Was feeling like a failure, no motivation or drive to make moves or create tunes My mind couldn't focus on anything but heartache and pain to begin with its very difficult to live like this Having a mate doesn't always make it better in fact it hurts more sinking deeper into depression Without my thoughts being sorted, its needed in order to gain profits Missing, before I go insane, I cant stay in the same place the one I desire is always away looking for new games to play but its me causing misery, when I just want my best friend back like it was naturally its too painful to think someone else will win the heart I love
Material Things
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I tried enough for a lifetime to find a love that's right to hold me tight in the midst of the night Never would I be afraid or catch fright when he love me I feel it deep inside The knight dipped in ice to bring light to my life I need a love that's pure, secure, one that lasts long stay strong, when things go down we get up and move on.. Its the materialistic things that don't mean a thing give me something I could feel something that's real Material things don't mean a thing to me I've had plenty, spoiled badly throughout my life and actually its the little things you do the little things you say that make me want to stay forever and a day you cant buy my love with money you'll never have enough to keep me happy All I need to see is what you feel for me all I need to hear is you telling me once or twice for my sanity security Material things don't mean a thing Give me your loving baby you'll see what I...
Waited
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You've been in my life for a very long time and just like before I wish you were all mine I've waited for a long time to say to you.. I want your mind, I want your soul I want your body but I need your love All of your love, your love is all I can think of I need your love, I want your love Since the first time we met you stayed on my mind I'm still waiting day and night.. for you to say you want me too baby I cant breathe without pure love from you you've become my high Lord knows I need you in my life Maybe one day you'll make me your wife Even though its hard sometimes you still have to make up your mind and decide..
Stop It!! (something I wrote in the 90's)
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You try to blur what I see and delude reality 3 gees for rims $500 for the car, Cadi truck but you under moms lock and key You fronting saying nothing cuz the car belong to your cousin Wearing silver profiling like its platinum, shining you got it going on your Roley gold and chrome, blinding No money to buy nothing walk in the store anyway stunting You in the pen lying about what you got and where you been Chicks flossing getting slick but they kids looking sick Your daughter grown the big 16 opening her legs but you say she innocent Still think you the sh!t sucking on a glass dick your son pay your rent, while you sit at home and take hits Ball headed as hell and you pack too much gel Fat 8itch wearing size 6 bloated and killing everybody with the smell Live in the projects got gear from everybody in the complex Locked arguing over this and that arguing over state snacks playing it cool with no hang, hair stuck weave to your butt and your real ha...
Support!!... Its more Important than we think
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Imagine having the support of the community that you reside in or grew up in, support is a major important factor that should not be ignored in life. Most successful people have had some form of a support system in their life, entirely or at least partially but without question they had it. Support is more important than we think, by definition means to bear all or part of the weight of; hold up. "the dome was supported by a hundred white columns" or a thing that bears the weight of something or keeps it upright. "the best support for a camera is a tripod" Either as a verb or noun basically its assistance that we all can use from time to time especially in times where things in life get rough or the pressures get too much to carry or bear alone. Support comes in many different forms from many different people and sources from the time of birth throughout our entire lives. Parents, caregivers, family, friends, counselors, teachers and so ...
Sometimes
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Sometimes I know what's going on with you sometimes I don't Sometimes I'm willing to go the extra mile for you sometimes I wont Sometimes I'm filled with joy beyond your comprehension sometimes I'm mad cause it took too long for me to learn this lesson Sometimes I cry, sometimes I smile, sometimes I'm in a mystic state of mind Sometimes I feel what you feel sometimes I get numb cause the pain is too real Sometimes you'll understand me sometimes you wont Sometimes I'll piss you off sometimes you'll laugh at my jokes Sometimes I shift like the wind sometimes I wont let you in Sometimes you may beg sometimes you may plea but one thing I do ask is that you NEVER disrespect me
To Vent or Not Vent
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Sometimes I reach a place where I need to Vent! The problem is when I vent I vent for real and everything will come out. I dont care who feelings get hurt because I brush alot off to spare feelings.. At this point in my life Im finding myself again Not really trying to waste my time Tired of trying to find my way If they wasnt already doing shit to me I wouldnt be in the industry and I aint in yet but I know if I dont do music I will have regrets My life was spared to do this I been knew this just didnt want to do it My 1st Love you know what thats like except mine is music it brings healing to my life Without it a life of struggle and full of strife never had a baby, never been a wife something about the lies I just cant buy I guess that's why Besides my heart get confused I don't have to lie sometimes I'm unsure about what or who I'm feeling inside I used to cry now I shrug it off and live more life
Faded
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Hopeless thoughts and empty wishes Almost a crime for being ambitious By any and all means necessary to prepare for adversaries who plan to take away from me My sunn he read between the lines I speak Looked within my eyes and seen the plot to get cream Against all odds my enemies fight themselves to get at me I stay 2 or 3 steps ahead of the game bringing the pain I stay true to my name Often long for the day me and my team all living lovely laid up somewhere on the beach for me palm trees and lots of green find true love and run away free
Don't judge me you don't know what I been thru..
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Don't judge me you don't know what I been thru.. You don't know me I don't know you so how can you judge me based on someone elses point of view. You don't know the who what when where how or why you don't know what puts a smile on my face or what makes me cry. You don't know if I'm on the edge grabbing for anything to get by your mind ain't mine and you should take a look inside how many times I have to say this in how many ways can I explain it you mad at the truth which is you don't like you or anything you do its obvious you can't hide your actions prove you make haters moves.. I spare feelings because my focus is higher I'm not perfect I'm not in denial I slice and dice with this tongue of mine words have power far be it from me to deny I just choose to keep it kool Follow on TwiTTeR @mahagony Poetry http:// mahagonypoetry.blogspot.com #read #words #literary #poetry #writer #reading #po...
The Path
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I realized I gave up a while back like 7 years ago.. I had enough and gave up.. People came asking me to post and share and I accepted because of my love for music but I wasn't into it I was going through the motions trying not to slip off the edge again or in other words completely lose it. I went from being completely focused on getting my goals accomplished to not giving a damn about nothing until the moment I felt I needed to share my love.. Anyone that knows me knows I have a soft spot for children maybe because I don't have any biologically whatever the reason.. I'm on a journey have been since my 1st break down when I was completely incapacitated it was a very challenging time in my life cuz it was a all of a sudden type of thing and my brain hasn't been the same ever since.. Fast forward I was so focused on everyone else I didn't realize I was losing myself at the same time to the point of not caring about my appearance hygiene or anything else I ...
Fear No Evil
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As it always was, so shall it forever be plotting on him, my third eye see she plotting on me, wicked like Eve trapped in this society feeling crazy shall I pray to save my soul believing God will save me Lord in my distress I pray to you and you hear me deliver my soul from lying lips and tongues of deceit, all I ask is for peace I feel evil energy in my vicinity as I pray for those against me Lord have mercy on they souls and the ones they breed Bless the righteous so they continue to love unconditionally Mask my eyes consider me blind to the world outside living through my spirituality I visualize my enemies in a dream, in the flesh, behind my back, look how they praising me under attack the devil stay busy lost they soul in iniquity friends and enemies they all the same to me As long as I pray and believe and fulfill my duty untouchable is I and I with the eye is me I will fear no evil I ...
Reflections
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When I look in the mirror I see a face full of pain I see the readiness to gain yet weary from the strain How could one endure such without asking for assistance that would be unreal something like a mystery mentally, emotionally, physically fatigued from the everyday drama stress and situations is enough for anyone to lose their sanity not to mention the workplace enough to drive you insane with the modern day slavery mentality they robbing us blind just to have control of some kind
Hate Acts
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Passing the time sometimes isn't easy I hear them talking as if they right next to me talking to me Why do we as people act so foolishly quick to display acts of hate Is it because I'm black wait a minute they the same race wishing they wasn't then it would make some type of sense Then I could label them smacked with the stick of ignorance All it takes is a glance I see it everywhere I go not used to the presence so they cant handle the glow I'm proud to be me not bound by the limitations of negativity Unfortunately the same cant be said about everybody So I long for the day when I can display everything I've been blessed with minus the bad parts caused by loved ones who broke my heart results of a jealous spark or envy playing its part.
Featuring Artwork by Urban Renaissance Artist @EanJae
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Featuring Artwork by Urban Renaissance Artist @EanJae
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Featuring Artwork by Urban Renaissance Artist @EanJae
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Fragments
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Shattered pieces placed together Handle with care its fragile Be gentle don't trouble the mental there are levels to these waves Pay attention to the direction in which the water flows What a mighty force that steps in and takes control Every broken part mended by gold and made whole Better than when made from the mole Priceless Rare Valuable to the soul