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Sometimes people are not just plain ole lazy some people are relied upon so much that they don't have the energy to do anything worthwhile for themselves..  Some people are simply exhausted mentally, physically, and emotionally it takes a toll on your drive and motivation after dealing with the lack of support or dysfunctional relationships between family members and friends plus those you cross paths with along the way.  People have a lot of nerve judging what they have yet to experience or even heard of, or know anything about wearing those uncomfortable shoes with a smile, if you know what I mean. How can you say how you would or wouldn't be, what you would or wouldn't do, etc. if you didn't/don't have to make that choice?  Be kind, you never know what a person is dealing with. Take a note from the old school..  If you don't have anything good to say don't say anything at all. If you cant help the situation don't pry too much....

The word says LOVE will cover a multitude of sins. WE KNOW THAT OUR CREATOR IS NOT A FATHER THAT CAN LIE‼️❤️‼️SO WITH MY LOVE I COVER YOU‼️❤️‼️Let it cover you like the finest Cashmere.....yet repel the water from the harshest storms and be your shelter in the rain....give you favor beyond measure.... PROTECT YOUR HEART FROM PAIN.....kiss your heart where and when it hurts...draw abundance exceedingly and above......guide your feet to the righteous path.....let the words that come from your mouth be love filled.....let your hands create gifts that can only come from YAH....THAT YOU MAY RISE AND BE FILLED and COVER SOMEONE with the greatness of your LOVE..... I FILL YOU TO FEEL YOU🔥‼️❤️‼️🔥I LOVE YOU BEYOND MEASURE... BE A GREAT VESSEL TO THE MOST HIGH🙏💛🙏

So thankful to have made it this far on my journey, it wasnt easy, but with God all things are possible.  Many lessons I learned, many times I got burned for being nice. Nice in its origin means stupid Im not nice anymore. 😁 I am becoming who I was born to be, with every attack of the enemy, I stand stronger in my faith of the unseen protecting me, guiding me to a better place holistically. Focusing on the things that matter to me, gives me a sense of endless possibilities on the horizon, granting me the opportunity to potentially live life with full meaning finally. A work in progress, my constant theme, as I recall the fractures, and shatters of my mind, heart, and soul it seemed back then I would never be whole. Here I am today excited and optimistic about the future, no matter what is going on in the world, I know who I am, I know what I want, I know my worth and I will never settle for less than I deserve ever again. Most of all God loves me, this I am sure of, so...

He stole my heart and ran off with it.  I tried to shake him off but I cant forget He put something on my mind Showed me something I thought I would never find Im not saying I wasnt afraid, it was new and strange I had a whole life of heartache and pain,  trusting something new wasnt part of the plan without being proved He failed to earn my trust because he was playing games entangled in lust How can I ignore myself and give what isnt being given  your words should line up with your actions like lyrics on a track if you cant do that I have to turn my back, you leave me no choice I love me first because words are just words until proven by actions which speak way louder than words... Liar Im so in my feelings He broke my heart with lies time after time I say Im fine but I hurt inside trying to remain strong because I did nothing wrong He owes me at the very least an apology, and he knows it. We are the same yet very different. I complain to God about him and his friends s...

For most of 2021 I was into healing myself from past traumas, adverse experiences, relationships, etc. Towards the end of the year I began intentionally healing, knowing the root cause makes a difference. I gained a new perspective on life which is prompting me to make changes in every area of my life. I now understand and have boundaries in place to protect me from being used or taken advantage of, due to this huge heart I have. Self care has been wonderful as it was never a part of my life I only did for others, I was raised to serve, I guess growing up in a old school caribbean home made me that way and became a part of who I was, that was a set up. I am so thankful to finally got to this point holistically. I am a spiritual woman who cannot do what others do and cannot be around everyone. I tried.. It doesnt work out for me and its not worth it so I went back to God. No longer running and hiding from my purpose..lol so silly to think you can run and hide from God but I ...

I have never spoke on this before because it hurt me very deeply but since I have been intentionally healing I feel I can share this experience.. On this day eleven years ago December 18th 2010 I drove from NY to Chicago solo dolo (to be with Red because I thought he was the love of my life even though he was only my companion) because he asked me to come back and I wanted to be next to him. I drove straight into a blizzard, then my legs went out on me, the scariest feeling ever, I threw on the hazards and tried to get to the side lane immediately. I couldnt move my legs, I was in such a panic anyway I hysterically called cuz and she came to rescue me luckily she lived in Indiana at the time, Thanks again cuz❤. I finally was able to see Red after making it to Chicago, but after my cuz came to meet me I couldnt leave her I had to go stay with her, he had a slight attitude about it but I was gonna come back the next day to spend time. We did spend time and when we kissed I sa...

  I want to take you away so far away from the hurts and pains of yesterday I see your pain feel your energy This world is insane Take this walk with me Like a leap of faith Walking into destiny Given a chance to breathe deeply and exhale We can maintain In peace and love Completely unified within and without You leave an opening My heart was slowly closing You need all the attention My feelings started fading Catch me before its too late I'm walking out the door Closing the gate You're not my destiny In faith I believe  I'm walking away 10/15/2018

On my journey, many lessons have I learned People are not always who they appear to be,  some act like they have angel wings Really its a disguise, to hide the real Men and women with the intention of deception I cant comprehend, not being cut from that cloth,  its wasted energy, time and worth naught If you don't know a person, you shouldn't judge them based on what someone said or your misguided thoughts based on a moment. Upgrade your character People have different talents and gifts to use to make positive moves, if you say not you, you haven't spent enough time alone  getting familiar with all of your capabilities.  Become interested in yourself to refrain from getting caught up in negative behaviors. I'm not perfect so this goes for me too, I'm a loner so I spend time reflecting on my nature  and behavior on every level I can think of, as wellness is holistic and involves the whole you. Changing habits and things about yourself to improve the overall being...

 People force you to be mean or nasty because when you are trying hard to be nice, agreeable, or cordial, they seem to think its an invitation to take your kindness for a weakness, take you for granted, or just take advantage. I am NOT a weak woman, I have survived many things and will continue to do so until the Most High says enough is enough. If you don't like what I have to say, its simple do not talk to me, do not visit any of my pages or inquire about me in any way, form or fashion. It makes no sense to me, to want to know anything about someone you do not like, or to be in someone's face you really don't like. I don't have that kind of time to waste, so if I'm in your presence its because I value you an an individual. All of my relationships with people on different levels are genuine and authentic, I deal with people as they are, I do not judge, because I don't know what it took for that person to be where they are, whether good or bad. For all the women...

 Strength in times of need is what we call support from family. Comfort and peace of mind, when you are hurting inside, a loss piece of the whole, can leave you feeling empty in a room full of company Not a soothing feeling to the soul, to think of all the good times spent with pure joy and laughter.  Even the moments when we didn't have the best to share with each other, down to every time we simply looked at each other, know that you are never alone. "I am with you always, my best friend, my heart and soul will always be with you, so rejoice, I'm not suffering, I'm free as can be and you know what I mean" "Smile when you think of me, memories of me should make you happy in knowing where you are I will be no matter how far the distance may seem, the dimension you abide in I am no longer bounded by." "So it's not goodbye I'm now your angel no more disguise, no more sad tears falling from your eyes, tell me you love me when you miss me and sm...

You know how you feel, what irritates you, makes you happy, sad, etc.  Triggers is what you call it because if you see, feel, touch, or hear something  it can change your emotion. A lot of times its not a happy memory, when dealing with trauma,  a trigger can put you in a place of uncertainty, fear and feeling like your life is in jeopardy, not a good feeling. You may have not been there for yourself in the past like you would have been for someone else.  I offer this advice to you, do for yourself as you would another person that you want to make smile, feel better. Say kind things to yourself, do kind things for yourself because you do matter and if you don't take care of yourself you wont be able to be there for anyone else in whatever capacity they need you in. https://imattercommunity.blogspot.com  

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What is passion?  Passion is a  strong and barely controllable emotion. Is there anything in your life that you feel that way about? It could be more than one thing ,  no limits, whatever it is for you, its time you gave it your all. Tomorrow isn't  promised and with everything happening around us on a daily basis and it having its effects on us, there should be something in our lives that we have control over, that brings us an undefinable joy. That would be your passion and with that you can change things for yourself and those you care about, have you ever heard the term "turn your passion into profits"? You can actually do it and take control of your own future while helping your community in a capacity that doesn't  drain or deplete you.

Contemplating on life's journey..  No ignorance shall form against me..  Bigger visions greater blessings..  New risings higher destination Connect with  Author: Kurt Harris on  IG @lonestar_poet Email  harriskurt052@gmail.com

 Sometimes we screw up by allowing our limitations to determine what we can accomplish. When the truth of the matter is that, we should make use of what we have until we can get what really need. 2020 is almost here we can get our minds right and be prepared  to do what is required. Start now do what you can, we can collab on written works, etc.

The man sings to my soul and my heart responds He got a voice I can feel like we got a bond He a deadly weapon Im the ammunition Give me your heart lets make them one All your love is mine. all your love in time Give me your heart, all from the start be sure before you do this part Safe with me I'm a keeper Don't want to hear about the past divas Got my eyes on you, please don't be a sleeper Don't Panic its only poetry!!  http://mahagonypoetry. blogspot.com #words #literary #read #writer #inspire #poetry #quotes

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I had to make a decision continue living a safe life  or jump out on faith and live life on my terms No!! Its not easy but anything worth having doesn't come easy right? The way I see it  its either sink or swim one way or the other I have to live out my passions Make a way where there is none  Ive done it before so I can do it again  Whether its helping people, creating music, writing Whatever it is that makes my soul sing I must do I know one thing, I came too far to turn back now so  up another level I go against the odds I design a life that fits me My lifestyle may fluctuate from time to time  but 1 thing always remains on my mind Its time to WIN!! If you feel like I feel Lets Work!! Comment Below..

I cry inside sometimes outside I try to keep the tears from falling out my eyes No one is supposed to live this way Unsure about going, do I really want to stay I pray the creator hears my cry please help me realize and comprehend all the blessings and messages you send me from time to time  My sight gets blurry then by faith is how I get by all that I have all that I know you taught me  any hour of the day in bits and pieces you reveal to me the truths of the earth which is so, as it has always been and shall be in the end  forever I will walk with thee until  I fulfill my destiny respectfully As your child I walk the narrow side knowing that the pain I feel will soon subside You are and forever will be the only source by which I'll live until its my time I have so much more to accomplish here yet I'm behind in time  Father of all the only help I know, help me to do your ...